offered to go to mass with steph, she didnt end up wanting to go so i didnt press. we went down to sanjose/los altos to her family's easter dinner. i was wiggy at first. lots of people who wanted to be right where i was standing, no matter where i was standing... i settled down afte ra bit. im not in the crowd that gets to go hide in a room and play video games. was kind of weird. 4 teenage boys dissapeared into a room and didnt invite me caus ei was too old or something. natural instinct was to go play video games of course. i had to be an adult and drink wine and chat though. its weird being an adult. i bleed ink.